everything but blogging...

hello possums,

yes yes i know... its been a while. much has been going on... and none of it left me time for writing.

where do i start... "lets start at the very beginning..."
David and broke up in early december. so my december was all about creating a lovely christmas for myself, by myself. my two friends maki and addreinne came and hung out on xmas day with me... that was lovely. we observed scilence until xmas dinner where i cooked tofu turkey with cranberry sauce. YUM! im a fantastic cook when i get the time.

January and febuary have been very growing months for me, pushing my boundries in both trust, surrender and what "love" is capable of. ive been teaching between 16 - 19 yoga classes a week which is a HUGE amount of work... needless to say im exhuasted but mentally in great sprits.
my classes are getting a really warm responce and seems that the more i push the envelope with them... the more positive feedback i recieve.
last week i had 60 people in a yin/meditation class... i had them all doing a "shiva shambo" kirtan for Shivaratri. the energy was amazing... my hands have never played my djembe drum so fast and my lungs have never sung so loud! the hugs and comments that i recieved after the class and the days to follow were very humbling. indeed i love what i have been offered the oppotunity to do...

my health has been a razors edge... mainly due to my work load. if im not carefull i have no voice by the end of my week... and if i dont express my feelings on certain things... then as most of you know im in big trouble. - and if you dont know... then you probally dont need to know.

my love life is ... well... beautiful, blissful, passionate, heart expanding, hopeful, astrologically fantastically profound ... and currently non exsistant. hehehehe.
lets just say that most of my energy goes into my practice and my teaching... and the energy that i have in love, desire, hope and longing for someone... also gets channeled straight into my practice and love for Ma. im sure you know what i mean.

im getting ready in the next month to return to Costa Rica for 2 weeks where im assisting a yoga retreat. very excited... must have tropical warmth after this winter. put my brain and tounge back in to espanol, and my heart in the jungle... where i feel at home in the arms of Mother Nature.

with much love and pixie dust...

namo narayan!