the only constant thing in life is change...

and dont i know it.

ive always thought it werid that a woman like myself who is in need of much grounding and a "home" insesantly travels and moves so much!

since costa rica ive been feeling alittle out of sorts and mentally stressed. my plans for November and December have changed back, then forth, then back and then forth... not knowing wether im arthur or mather at times. so i would like to take the oppotunity put out a public appology to my dear friend Toni for not being there in November. (im asumming that you got my email even though you have not replied...) i will however make sure im there in spirit, sending many hugs and blessings from afar.

work has died down alittle since my return as well... which although makes money alittle more stressful, it gives me time to breath, rest and catch up on the accounting, paperwork and preparations for the workshops coming up and another little project that i will tell you more about at a later date. 14th may! big day!

18 days till my mother arrives... yip... she coming... and it will take me almost that long to clean the house. im looking forward to it, it will be good to have some mom cooking and hugs. maybe ill even get time to kick her ass at cards if she so feels up to it ;O)

then its off to hawaii with my mother for my bday - aloha!. how old am i you ask? dont ask... older than i look, younger than i feel. Then from hawaii im off to sydney for a couple of days to surprise a old friend - did you crack a smile? you know im joking... dont call me that under your breath! breath is sacred, dont waste it on obsenities (im sitting here in fits of laughter. - i have such a warped sense of humor - yes im feeling better today) no no... im not going to australia...

but it does look like im returning to costa rica for another week in july to facilitate a one-on-one retreat for a week - very excited! - then back to vancouver for the weekend... then off to toronto to participate in the retreat that Ammachi is doing. catch up with some old friends, eat some rolos... (oh you so know it!) toronto in the summer time... yay yay yay! (for those who dont know what "rolos" are... they are the ice cream version of the chocolate covered caramels... the have a chocolate cone at the bottom and are soooooo good. my friend Adey and i are officially addicted and will resume endulgment of eating one a day for the length of my stay!)

then its back here to be head down and bum up working until i return to India and Tibet at the end of the year.

wow... can you believe that its almost half way though the year already? i cant... but at the same time i say BRING ON OCTOBER! - halloween of course!

love and pixie dust.